Double update, gomenne this is new though. Kame knew. He knew. Sumimasen extreme delusional fangirl way ahead. lol
( just when I needed you most )
Here sharing with you all another non Kame related song..not that I don't love Kame anymore. I listen to his voice, his songs everyday. And many things, many places, many dreams, many songs reminded me of him. Here is one. Don't ask me why? Love is....blind. The song, the movie describe my bottled emotion perfectly. Thanks to hacsince1991 for sharing
Here it is "Nightcall"

Minna, gomen this was an old post. Here sharing with U guys something non Kame related for once lol. Its Koda Kumi "Lollipop" lol I like the beats Thanks to jennykaka for sharing
I apologize for taking up your flist space. Thought I share something with u all. For I care. U know how we got ridicule and bash for something we passionate about just because it's different from them。 well I felt bad from their judgement and all but soon realize WTF!!! We all different and have the rights to our ownself be it sadness or happiness. We try out best for what we got, who we become. We dealt with our own problems,emotion. So if something out there help us feel better and we r notdoing anything illegally, WTF they think theyr to ridicule us? R they going to come to our rescue? Fno! Gomenne for cursing. Bully be gone. Did some bitch slap on them. There hope I done enough bitch slap on those who bullying my fangirls as well. Now I declare to my bully. U b! I love Kat-tun musics, they r my antitension wonder drugs. I love kame. He's my savior, I love my yiao fanfic, as much as u love your porn,so don't f! W/ me ke u b! Now where were we? Oh and if we are so close minded we surely miss out a lot. As much as I love Kame for many reasons, I listen to other artist music as well. And nothing wrong with that. I am sure Kame approve ;p Thank you guys for putting up with my emo ;p ,,,,peace

How is everybody? Have you guys been well? Happy, healthy? And behaving well? Lol jk I just want to say hi to anyone who happen to passby to my flist that I m not dead... Yet lol
and I apologize for being quite inactive. I suppose with the current turmoil the world is in, the harder it is to stay-alive. I find myself working more for less and still I should be glad cause there are people who can't even get a job.
I just hope every one doing alright. Gambare. Hang in there. Everything "will be alright", "keep the faith", and it's ok for these hands to be separate, that time, this bond, will never disappear.
It's raining outside right now. It reminded me of the day when I met kame for the first time, it was raining just like that. And he sang the song it's a bad day, bad dream, rainbow sky. I hope for a rainbow sky too kame with you in it.
Sending kazuya hugs to all of you out there;) hugs!!!

Gomen, I am slow. I prayed for Japan on 3/11 and now Japan got another ...uninjured earthquake as an aftershock of last year they said. I hope everybody ok. Its rainy and cold in Tokyo. and cold most part of Japan anyway. Remember the snow? How time flies. I pray for you. Hang in there. I hope Kame-chan ok. Miss you much. Take care....HUG
ごめん、私は遅いです。私は3月11日に日本のために祈った、今、日本は彼らが言った、昨年の余震として別の...無傷の地震を得た。私は誰もがOKを願っています。東京の雨と寒さ。とにかく、日本のと冷たいの大部分。雪を覚えていますか？どのように時間ハエ。私はあなたのために祈っています。そこにハングします。私は[OK]亀ちゃんを願っています。あなたに多くを欠場。世話をする....ハグ\
Here sharing with you KAT-TUN safety fanvid Arigato to Lasskal for sharing


At the end all we have is just the precious memories we have together. So then make it all worth it while we still alive ne ;p Ganbatte Minna-san

Happy Birthday to you. あなたにお誕生日おめでとう。
Happy Birthday to you. あなたにお誕生日おめでとう。
Happy Birthday dear Kazuya. あなたにお誕生日おめでとう。
Happy Birthday to you ;p あなたにお誕生日おめでとう、p
Omedetou Otanjoubi Kazuya...
May all your wishes come true..あなたにお誕生日おめでとう、P
May you always have love, peace, support, and happiness. あなたはいつも愛、平和、サポート、および幸福を持っている可能性があります。
Because that is what I find in you.  それは私があなたに何を見つけるためです。
In my every day.  それは私があなたに何を見つけるためです。
Thanks for every thing  本当にありがとうございました
Thanks for being you  あなたでいてくれてありがとう
Hugging You あなたを抱いて
ここであなたにこの歌を捧げることを共有するためのKristenheartに感謝
Here dedicating this song to U. Thanks to Kristenheart for sharing

Gomenasai minna, kazu super busy with rl. Demo kazu still would like to wish everyone love and happiness this time of year. Lots of thing happens, kazu hope everyone able to hang in there. Give yourself some love this Valentine time, I know it's late. Still give yourself and others u love some love, comfort, and happiness. It never too late for that. Kazu give you kazu's. Here my heart to you and kazuya.
Kazuya, daisuki.......take care onegai!!!!
Jya-ne

Minna San every body, kazuya wish you all a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Take care and don't forget ... Love yourself ;) because kazuya, KAT-TUN will always be there for you ;)
love,
kazuya

ok quick update I like to call myself sky rider bc I literally screamed Im a sky rider everyday and I am freaking at work fallin asleep on my desktop here. Somebody needs to wake me up. Im a sleepy Bemu fangirl Sky Rider. Isn't that even make sense? no but wo cares I am sleepy and sorry to spam yourflist. Aishiteriu Kara ;p
chotto Tokyo is rainny today...Kame remember your umbrella...

Kombawa Minna-san, genki desu? It is getting colder lately. Minnasan take care ne. Keep warm and stay safe! Gomenne for being away for a while there. Been trying to catch up with RL. and now that I am back here sharing some personal rantings...
1st Omedetou on Akameru's 13th Anniversary. I know its belated, still Omedetou Akameru!!! Ganbatte ne Fightttt---oooooh!
2nd Omedetou KAT-TUN's 13th single, am I correct? Birth
3rd Omedetou Kame-chan on his new animedrama adaptation of Youkai Ningen Bemu. Bemu rocks!
4th my persanal ranting lol re can i reborn? can u reborn? Birth

( stalker beware Bemu monster's hair lol lol  )

Here sharing Monster Bemu with yah all. enjoy ;p Thanks to iamafoxy for sharing ;p Arigato!

Gomenasai Minna-San, let me let out this frustration of mine then I will go back to that corner of mine and sulk for eternity! So as u know I went to the last db. I sat on the Left side of the stage where he would stand during boxing and when he sat in his boxing gear talking with Yuichi. I Was watching kame performing in his red boxing short when he glance and sweep his glance across our seatings. I was like ohmygod! he does looks down at us! Then I kept starring into his eyes and well he came and stood right in front of my seat talking, and then he glance down, at me! and then he of course goes on with his role play. Then the last time I was able to catch his glance was when he performs run for u. He glance and smiled sweetly I suppose at all of us sitting there. I was able to catch his looks for a split of a second but I consider that! A miracle already. The whole world just disappear for me. And during mc when he face koki he would basically would be looking at my direction!  I was in heaven. And leaving that little theater there becomes the hardest thing I have to do. Fans gather outside the theater to wave goodbye to him. I stood on the other side of the road, trying to walk the opposite way with his route so I would not be able to see him cause I might not be able to leave at all. I left with a broken heart... I told myself don't look back! Funny how Kame's songs can perfectly describe how I feel at that time.

It's ok for my steps to continue
walking away from where u continue to live
until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
that time, that place, it will never disappear, that time, that place, this bond...

even if I lost u tonight
I won't ever forget, bc I love u
that look which I saw for the 1st time still amazed me
I wonder if my words of thanks will ever reach u
u was the one who taught me that I was not alone
let me stay softly by your heart
don't ever forget, bc I love u